on American Idol at 04:18 05/21/2009

I wish people would stop saying its cause adam is gay. Im sure that influenced it, although I think the hugest thing was that kris was the choice for many of the pre teen girls-- which really don't have much to do and i remeer 13-- those girls are very loyal to the people that are fans of. I think Adam fans are more mature- people in thier 20s and up and who spend 4 hours on a phone. I am canadian and I only started watching it 3 episodes ago (i only watched the 1st idol.) and just flipped thru and saw Kris version of heartless and i loved it- and then i saw adam and was lown away. I think his losing is prolly going to work out. He won't have presurre on him and he wont have a contract forced on him, he will have more freedom for creativity, and I think now that he has suc a strong following he has a long future ahead. Preteens will just find someone else to worship, and althought i like kris he doesnt have the kind of staying power adam does.

on Paula Off the Pills...Or So She Says at 01:47 05/06/2009

Ok first off- It's called Fentenyl. It may be strong, except it dispenses itself very slowly. morphine is measured in milligrams, while this is micrograms.So really even tho its strong they give you amounts equal to what they would give in morphine, or oxycodone.

I believe her-- I don't think shes off them. Her quote still seems like shes so afraid of withdrawl. If she had beat it she'd talk like she beat it, with a sense of accomplishment and proud of herself.Instead she's talking like it still controls her.

There are also medications out there to help with withdrawl. Since she's getting the Fentenyl patch for a disease im sure is just a cover up, im sure her money hungry doc will prescribe her Clonidine (which takes away the sweats and chills, and alot of the other shitty feelings cuz it lowers your blood pressure) or theres also a pill you can take in the states (its not here in Canada tho) called Suboxone-- takes away ALL symptoms of withdrawl.Or even methadone, which is just switching.

I know she didnt go thru withdrawl. It doesnt just take a week. The worst is 4-7 days but it takes months for your body to go back to normal (you have the shits, like disgustingly, depression, etc.)

This just pisses me off. theres people suffering and she doesn't get it, shes just selfish and not using her experience to do good, shes using it to get publicity for herself--addiction is selfish.

on Trent Reznor Engaged! at 00:13 05/05/2009

Oh and the reason why he didn't pay much attention to his love life is cuz he was addicted to drugs and boose. Addicts can't even look after, or love themselves (I think even the opposite is true), it's also a incredibly selfish lifestyle, and opiates make you totaly non sexual at all. I'm happy he is in love, I'm worried that he is so happy to find someone he really connects with that he is jumping the gun way too soon. When you haven't had a connection in so long, you'll want to keep it forever (but evetually you'll see this isnt the case; you put someone up on a pedetal and made them into something they weren't. I hope he isn't doing this with her, but it could be the case.)

on Trent Reznor Engaged! at 00:09 05/05/2009

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

dammit, he is the one and only famous person I love. I feel like I know him, his music means so much to me. I sound like an insane fan, its not like that tho, I wouldnt scream if I met him, I'd just rip off his pants hehehee.

My ex and I even had a convo if I'd ever cheat, of course I wouldn't, unless it was Trent- which he gave me permission to do anyways, cuz he would feel proud lol.

ahh, I hope Trent doesn't see this.

on The Oscars Of Fashion: Still Struggling at 23:18 05/04/2009

wow